What I wish for most.
I wish for a simple life.
I wish I couldn't feel the pain I do now.
I wish I could have freedom.
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Listen to alot of Enya as well.
My next journal will say more.

... Of love.
One more in the name of love.
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How can you not like this song?
Yeah I'm going back in time a little.
I have music phases. Normally 2 genres at a time.
Like about a month or two ago.
Reggae and Classic Rock.
Right at the moment I'm transitioning from Metal and Jazz to
80's and Punk.
See what I mean?
Hehe.
Well school is gonna be starting for me next week and of course I'm not going to the Fine Arts Center.
Fuck them.
Hard.
Snobs.
And the past two days I've been sick as a dog. Fever, sinuses, ear hurts. Almost passed out plenty times. Its pretty bad. I've had to cancel alot of plans because of how awful I feel.
Ugh.
>.<
Anyways. Still working on the photography. I got some good shots of my cat. She's like. Beautiful.
Those pictures coming up soon.
Along with another update.

Jessica

I wish I could photograph them.
Oh well.
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I'm kinda hitting a slight bump in the road because I'm not sure exactly how the hell i'm gonna get up my film pictures online.
I'll figure it out.
Also I'm going to get my paintings on here so everyone can take a looksy.
School is almost here.
Oh boy.
And of course as the days go by, my bad ankle has been getting worse.
I'm starting to worry about my health.
Physical and mental.
I almost passed out from a dehydration attack and my ankle was hurting so bad yesterday is cause my whole leg to throb and go numb.
And boy it's been raining alot.
Well not much else to say. I mainly wanted to feature that new song.
I quite like it.
Her dance moves are insane.
Insaane.
Anyways, go ahead and check out the deviations I got up now and I will keep working hard to put up more.

Jessica

I adore this whole album.
I just couldn't make myself choose one single song.
Haha.
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Not much going on lately really.
Had art classes a few weeks ago.
Painted, made a mosaic, a couple prints, and some watercolour paintings.
I'll post 'em up and let everyone see how good I did.
I'm quite proud of myself.
And just last week was a summer camp provided by my therapist.
We did stuff like go to table rock, meals on wheels (that was great), went to a water-park and whatnot. Rock climbing too. Which is a bitch on that slanted wall.
Got a boyfriend.
Although..
He's 18.
No problem there.
But fixin' to go to college.
And I don't even know where it is.. So i'm a bit nervous, not to mention we're both still kinda adjusting to the idea that we're dating now.
But we'll see.
Still working on my photography.
Still need to get some of that film onto the computer though so I can show off more.
=/
I'm never one to be a digital freak.
Saturday night was a bad night. I trashed my best friend's hotel room because he decided to treat me like crap and got fucked up.
Bad move, I know, the whole night was fucked up.
But anyways.
Still working, but gotta go for now.
Peace.

Oh how I wish I could go.
I'm going to start a thing where I feature a great song in every journal I post.
This song is beautiful [link]
Makes me think alot.
So yeah.
At the moment. Me being a single girl with alot of free time. I have decided to post everything I wanna put up from my digital photography. There's alot, but obviously its not as good as what I've done with my 35mm film camera.
But I'm getting there.
Also been getting out more. Spending more time with friends.
I've been having weird dreams too.
Haha.
Wish me luck on my photography practice. I will have much more work put up soon.

Jessica